My 20s. Going into my last year of the 20s looking back I’ve done some pretty amazing things in the course of the years of being in my 20s. Realizing I’m going to be 30 years old next year is shocking, each year I seem to get depressed more and more thinking about how I wanted my 20 somethings to be. By 25 I wanted to be in love and have my freedom and independence but of course, life don’ t turn out the way you wanted and yes that’s life. I’ve proven myself in the passing years that I can take care of myself and have been making my own decisions. Down the middle I realize that life is hard especially living in America when it’s hard for us young folks to get on our feet, hell I didn’t start working until I was 26. and my eyes
But I’m okay with that, I’m working now and that’s all that matters. I wonder what my 30s are going to be. I know, I want to be in a different place in my life when I reach 30 next year. A place of my own, being in love and coming home to that love. And hopefully finding a good paying job or career. Never know what life is going to present itself to you so you gotta be ready. I miss being 28 already but I hope now being 29 embarking on a new age I will gain the happiness that I know I deserve cuz at times it’s hard to decipher on what I deserve. But again that’s life. I‘m sitting here praying and hoping that something fun and exciting happens in life that’s going to change it because it is time for a change. Being on my own is the main goal having fun and being responsible is important to me.I know right from wrong and I know to protect myself…Life please treat me kind for my 29 years of living isn’t it my turn to shine now? Cuz life is a pain but
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